Updates…
Looking thru my blog today, i realised how time flies… just came back from a wonderful trip to the amazing Angkor Wat. Had a great time there. However, there’s something in me that makes me wanna write up in here…
The week before the trip, my TC’s case finally solved. however, could u believe that the bastard is only sentenced to a mere 5 yrs jailed and a summon of RM12,000?? what the hell is dat? taking 3 lives away n got off with just dat?!! how could tis be….!!!! he’s supposed to be hanged or life jail term! bloody bastard! took away my lifetime happiness just to be sentenced by god damn 5 yrs??!! i wish God will punish him even much more.
the case was published in local dailies. a few good frens sent their regards to my family. really appreciates that a lot & i mean it from the bottom of my heart..but my bro wont be here any longer..wonder where is he now….has he forgotten abt us? no one can tell me the answer… dont want parents to know how i felt as they will be feeling even sadder. the only way to let it out is here….somehow, ppl wont understand how deep in me felt…
tried to show as if i were enjoying my life, bla bla bla…being happy all the time, going for trips, tis n dat..but at the end of the day, TC’s gone is still haunting me..i really wish he were here. if he is still around, he’ll be in his final yr in engineering in Singapore.. coming back every weekend, telling jokes, playing games with my bf, asking mum to prepare his fav dish, going out to his fav eateries, etc…
but all tis is GONE…whoosh…just because of some bastard’s stupidity dat causes this thing to happened to me. y me? y not dat bloody bastard? y? n dat bloody bastard just got away with a 5 yr jail term?! damn it! wat a law! so meaning if i dun like dat someone, i just knock him down by a car? and get rid with it just with a 5 yrs jail term instead of a hang?? talking abt stupidity….
ppl said good person die earlier..is it true? i dunno…TC, wish u are happy up there. no matter wat u do, i’ll support u all the way. dont worry abt us here, i’ll take good care of mum & dad. hope u’ll bless them..
