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One day, a friend of mine popped up a topic which makes me wanna blog abt this. Guy & gal relationship…in this relationship, how does trust works? to think of it, does ppl really trust their partners 100%?

Couples involeved in a triangle relationship got tangled up, making life more miserable, depressed, etc. wondering why does this happened? why ppl wanna get involved in a relationship that they know wont go anywhere? why ppl wanna get involved with another person when their partner is already good for them? many ppl give different reasons for this. some said they are confused, doesnt know which to choose…(talking abt their choices here). meanwhile some said, because their partner doesnt treat them well. some even have the dignity to said because the 3rd party is much better than the current one. duhhh…how good do u think u are? =.= in my opinion, ppl who are involved in a triangle relationship is no better than a guy who abused their partner. serious!

what gets on my nerve most (though i’m not the person involved) is dat a married person, can get involved with some other ppl…why? u’re already married…come on, stay loyal to a person! why married him/her if u dont love them? when i was young, i always like to think dat marrying a person u love is the happiest gift God gave. imagine growing old with that someone… isnt it the best things that can happen to someone? why wanna spoill the happiness that was given?

but on the other hand, i was brought up in a family dat said, ‘ dont trust someone so easily. if u love someone, dont put 100% feelings on them. open ur eyes bigger to see if u can find a better one.’ =.=” what a teaching..haha.. i admit part of it is true, dat u cant trust someone 100%, but…i might contradict myself in this, what’s a relationship if there’s no trust. i’m among the lucky fellow whom partner is a thrustworty person. cant imagine what happen if i’m with someone who is not…

Looking thru my blog today, i realised how time flies… just came back from a wonderful trip to the amazing Angkor Wat. Had a great time there. However, there’s something in me that makes me wanna write up in here…

The week before the trip, my TC’s case finally solved. however, could u believe that the bastard is only sentenced to a mere 5 yrs jailed and a summon of RM12,000?? what the hell is dat? taking 3 lives away n got off with just dat?!! how could tis be….!!!! he’s supposed to be hanged or life jail term! bloody bastard! took away my lifetime happiness just to be sentenced by god damn 5 yrs??!! i wish God will punish him even much more.

the case was published in local dailies. a few good frens sent their regards to my family. really appreciates that a lot & i mean it from the bottom of my heart..but my bro wont be here any longer..wonder where is he now….has he forgotten abt us? no one can tell me the answer… dont want parents to know how i felt as they will be feeling even sadder. the only way to let it out is here….somehow, ppl wont understand how deep in me felt…

tried to show as if i were enjoying my life, bla bla bla…being happy all the time, going for trips, tis n dat..but at the end of the day, TC’s gone is still haunting me..i really wish he were here. if he is still around, he’ll be in his final yr in engineering in Singapore.. coming back every weekend, telling jokes, playing games with my bf, asking mum to prepare his fav dish, going out to his fav eateries, etc…

but all tis is GONE…whoosh…just because of some bastard’s stupidity dat causes this thing to happened to me. y me? y not dat bloody bastard? y? n dat bloody bastard just got away with a 5 yr jail term?! damn it! wat a law! so meaning if i dun like dat someone, i just knock him down by a car? and get rid with it just with a 5 yrs jail term instead of a hang?? talking abt stupidity….

ppl said good person die earlier..is it true? i dunno…TC, wish u are happy up there. no matter wat u do, i’ll support u all the way. dont worry abt us here, i’ll take good care of mum & dad. hope u’ll bless them..