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Arrgg…not feeling well lately. Body is getting weak. Maybe becoz age is catching up. Hehe…=P Well..the reason I blog today is because I dont feel good at all. U know what they say,"it’s not good to bottle things up"…
Haha let’s just put it this way, I’m the kind who’s more ‘manja’ whenever I’m sick. Hehe..*blushed blushed* Ok let get to the point. What does being special mean to us? Special in what way? Does it mean special in the sense of willingness to go miles & miles for just for you? Just recently, me & my friends celebrated another friends birthday @ Klan. (FYI: It’s a very nice place to chill out). Guess what? Her boyfriend baked her a cake. =) so sweet,isnt it? Hehe..not all guys can bake okay..haha..so does this sounds special? Hhmmm…it is to me though.
Would any soul goes all out for their partner? Very few I guess. For the fear of being dumped in the future, just in case. Or maybe they dont love their partner as much as to go all out for them. To me, souls whom go all out for their partner is being admired. I like the thoughts of my partner who willingly do so and so for me. But c’mon, there are always slight boundaries between fantasies & reality. So what more can I say? So if it’s mixed, then how? Does it mean that it’s an expectation? Well….Am I asking too much here? To feel being pampered and all? I dont understand myself sometimes. Am I being too picky or what? Am I being too demanding? Too unreasonable?
I dont expect any fairytale romance or anything like-wise. So how far I stand in his priority list? Seriously, I dont know..I think I shall stop it here before I make situation even worse..It’s pretty sad to think about it. And with my condition like this, I dont want to make it even worse with 2 days of MC!! (p.s: dont envy me. it’s not nice feeling at all) =(
