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Well, well…seems like it’s been quite a long time since i last blogged. Hmm…pretty much busy with work, social life and etc. Hehehe…seriously! The moment i though of typing in this blog, I’ll tend to get lazy. So in the end, just brush aside the idea..Haha..Sorry…

Life is improving, after all those tragedy that happened to me. But it’s not like we strike lottery or whatsover. No, no… it’s just that i got myself a decent job, parents arent so gloomy lately, etc. However, there was one thing that made me wrote this. I just dont know why I’ll have the urge to blog in here today.

Well, it’s like this. It all started when i read a friend’s blog. Then suddenly, this feeling came to me the moment i read it. I just dont know why. As in, I know everyone will have a history. But when i read the history of this friend way back to 2004, something strike me. I started thinking to myself, is it better not knowing something in the past rather than knowing it? I couldnt help thinking abt it at all. Upon reading this friend’s blog, I’m like….feeling a bit regretted. Ok, before opening this blog, I’d already warned myself. After reading it, I compared the current situation with the past. I felt a bit upset. But hey, i told myself, it’s already a history. Why should i bother so much abt it? Shouldnt i be appreciative abt what happen now?i’m much more luckier to have enjoy moments with this friend. Just dont understand why i’ll feel so bad about it…

Haha..maybe to some of u out there, u might understand what i meant. But to those who doesnt, I’m sorry…I dun think i want to continue blogging now. Maybe to sleep with it is the best solution. Better not create any problem.=( Take care pals. Any thing just share it with me. =) Sayonara~ Till we meet again.