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It has been quite some time ever since i last wrote in this blog. Was busy with my new job lately…it might be tough for some…but, frankly speaking, i was quite enjoying it..maybe it could be that i’m still new…hehe…

The New Year is approaching…but i dont have any programme yet…=(  that’s the bad thing of being single..hai…back in Sabah, i would think that it was quite boring there…but no matter how bored i was, i still have some programmes. In the sense that i was invited to have dinner with friends and did some countdown, went for a movie, etc…but this time…hai…saddening..i remember once when my friend and I stayed outside the campus till the next morning just to celebrate the occasion. And in Sabah, the New Year’s celebration was quite fun. =) I sort of missed those times..(though, when I was back there, I wanted so badly to come back Malacca!) Funny, isnt it? Hai….So I was with my gang, thinking of what to do for the New Year. Initially we planned to go Port Dickson. But it might be cancelled because there are insufficient people. Only 4 of us…=( *Sigh* Then we planned for a day-trip to elsewhere in the north…but it wasnt confirmed yet…We’ll see about it.

It has been quite some time ever since i last wrote in this blog. Was busy with my new job lately…it might be tough for some…but, frankly speaking, i was quite enjoying it..maybe it could be that i’m still new…hehe…

The New Year is approaching…but i dont have any programme yet…=(  that’s the bad thing of being single..hai…back in Sabah, i would think that it was quite boring there…but no matter how bored i was, i still have some programmes. In the sense that i was invited to have dinner with friends and did some countdown, went for a movie, etc…but this time…hai…saddening..i remember once when my friend and I stayed outside the campus till the next morning just to celebrate the occasion. And in Sabah, the New Year’s celebration was quite fun. =) I sort of missed those times..(though, when I was back there, I wanted so badly to come back Malacca!) Funny, isnt it? Hai….So I was with my gang, thinking of what to do for the New Year. Initially we planned to go Port Dickson. But it might be cancelled because there are insufficient people. Only 4 of us…=( *Sigh* Then we planned for a day-trip to elsewhere in the north…but it wasnt confirmed yet…We’ll see about it.

Love…What is love? I want to share a true love that I’d witnessed with my own eyes. It’s about a pretty sweet lass. Her bf passed away nine months back. But she’s still missing him a lot..And I really mean a lot! She keeps on cling to those beautiful moments that they often shared together. I’m quite worry for her…It’s very pity to see this kinda love. Isnt love should be a happy thing instead? Why does love have to be a suffering thing for this poor lass…I was wondering..Why does God took away her love from her? Why is she being treated this way? I wished so much I could help her..But I know that their relationship is too intimate to be felt by third party. I just don’t know how I could help her..I’m feeling so helpless..I don’t want to see her like this. Just think about it, she’s only 20 and she had to be burdened with such an incident of losing her bf in an accident. And now, all she could do was just to write a letter each time she misses him….With no reply in return. Would you understand her feelings? It’s sure a very hard time for her especially in times when she needed someone. She appears to be strong, as if nothing has happened to her. But deep down, only she, her bf & God will know. She keeps his things properly even though he’s not here, she treated his family well, visiting them each time she comes back, she hears his recorded voice every night before she goes to sleep and she cries everytime she misses him. Why must she be treated this way? Why must God took her happiness, her bf away from her? Would someone please tell me how to help this poor lass? I don’t want to see her suffer like this because she is my sister. Not blood related, but someone whom is close enough to know about me & my family. I want her to start a new life..Cant bear to see her like this. Hopefully God will really help her as soon as possible. Love….is it something good or bad? Does it make someone happy or sad? Sigh…..