Bloody Frustrated!

Y is it so unfair in this world? Someone killed in an accident and the bloody culprit is still freely roaming about!!! Aaaarrrggghhhhhh!!!!! Y? Y? He said he didnt have the intention to do so…but how come?? if u already know the consequences, then y do u wan to drive so fast??? it didnt only cost a life..but oso the happiness of many ppl…his beloved parents, his sister, his girlfriend, his friends…Y? Y does good ppl alwiz die early n the bad ones still around this world? How much does life cost??!! If only i could turn back time..the once my ‘joker’ isnt here anymore…where has he been? life… if the culprit were to apologize to us, i dont think i can accept it.no! no way..too bad…unless, i have the exact same person back! if not, dun ever think about it…y does ppl have to be so cruel at times? y?? at age of 5, when he entered kindergarden, if there’s any events and he brought those goodies, he’ll share it with me…would any ordinary 5-yr-old do so? not me for sure…the times when i was far away from home, he was there to ‘accompany’ and support me all the times especially when doing my thesis..i would msg him, pouring my stress..n he would reply with some witty messages to keep me at ease. there was once when he told me if he could, he wud fly all the way there to help me with my work…you know, simple words like his, always lifted my spirit for the day..when i need a ‘bodyguard’, he’ll be mine..=) and when i need a ‘porter’, he’ll also be the one…he wouldnt complained much…so a word of ‘haiyah…y so troublesome?’…isnt he an angel? i never realise i could lose him so easily…i never tot of him leaving me 1st..hai…that’s y…i took things for granted..n now, when i needed someone to tok to, i dunno who i can turn to…things are too precious to be taken for granted. all i could have are just memories of he n i…TC, u’ll always remain in my heart…cheers!~

Your beloved sis…

3 Responses to “Bloody Frustrated!”

  1. yVonNe Says:

    do not be too upset ovr wat had happened..im sure ur bro wun wan 2 c u lik dis..he wil wan u 2 go on wif ur life n leave hapily..

  2. wHiStFuL sPiRiT Says:

    Things happen just happen…I gues God has plans for your bro, and has other plans for u, or even for the culprit…But ur bro should be looking down from above with the Father, watching over u and ur family, so smile for him…k ? ;-)

  3. LeE sHIn Says:

    gal, please dun b too upset. u must b strong cos ur parents still need u. me n sk will always giv u support. so please cheer up ok. u can contact us anytime wen u need us…remember smile always wor. Gampateh!! (^_^)

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